Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
I've got no master plan to help me out Or make me stand up for All the things that I really want You had me to afraid to ask And as I look ahead of me Cry and pray for sanity 'Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly Sometimes I fall But I've seen it done before I got to step outside these walls
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Art/Harley Randomness
I have no idea why I decided to do this. Maybe it was because I was bored again or I hated all the photos of me as Harley...Hey I am just a kid. I'm 17 not 23. I'm not an adult like Harley. So I photoshopped-more like painted over- a picture of some random model.
I put my Heath Ledger Harley version into it. I like the results!! Tell me what you think!
I put my Heath Ledger Harley version into it. I like the results!! Tell me what you think!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Yes!
I re-did my evil English paper! Guess what?! I got an A!! Well...a B because you automatically get docked 10%! I am proud of myself. Now it is time to be lazy again...just kidding.
Guess what bites? I have another project in English. Hurrah! Hurray! It is all about finding your potential and blah blah blah...oh joy more life lessons. It will help me though I need to stop being a lazy bum.
On a brighter note (semi-bright) my orchestra tour was quite peachy. I mean that both in a sarcastic and non-sarcastic way. Driving all the way to San Diego for an hour and a half concert was a waste of time. Then Driving two hours to our hotel was a waste. I hated two of the people in my room. I hated the whining, giggling, screaming little girls (in our class) in the room next door. I hated being rushed. I hated getting lost. I hated that my teacher lied to us and made me have an anxiety attack once. I hated how tired I was. I hated the slutty girls at the non-dress coded Agouro High School. I hated how Agouro High School made our class smell. I hated how Jackilin's violin got it's own seat. I hated how the other bus cuaght on fire. I hated sleeping on the bus. I hated winning an award against ourselves. And most of all I hated how Kristie treated me the whole time! FYI: she is one of my friends and she ignored me. I hate how Kristie and Maddie treated Abby when she had an anxiety attack. (They thought she was being "cranky".) Oh and I also hate how I ate like a pig and almost threw up. Joy for me.
But that is just the bad stuff! Here are some good things: I saw the most beautiful city in the world, San Diego! I got to go to Disneyland! I learned allot. I got to go inside Air Force One. I got to drive through L.A. I got to see the stars in the middle of the desert. I got to wake up one minute staring at the suburbs, and the next starting at Phoenix. I got to buy a Cheshire cat! I got to ride rides! I got to get little children annoyed at my immaturity and scream "GET SOME!" with my friends on every ride at Disneyland. I got to make Chewbacca sounds with my friends! I got to see Micky and Minnie and the singing voices of Pocahontas, Hercules, and the Hunchback perform. I got a trophy. I got to hold a trophy! The best of all I got to talk about Harley with one of my music teachers! HA! She is going to be my private teacher now! Hands down! She told me I look like Harley, the way I smile and all that! hehe I was very happy! She sounded impressed with my costume I will have to show her pictures now!!
That is all I will say for now! Next time I will post pictures!
Guess what bites? I have another project in English. Hurrah! Hurray! It is all about finding your potential and blah blah blah...oh joy more life lessons. It will help me though I need to stop being a lazy bum.
On a brighter note (semi-bright) my orchestra tour was quite peachy. I mean that both in a sarcastic and non-sarcastic way. Driving all the way to San Diego for an hour and a half concert was a waste of time. Then Driving two hours to our hotel was a waste. I hated two of the people in my room. I hated the whining, giggling, screaming little girls (in our class) in the room next door. I hated being rushed. I hated getting lost. I hated that my teacher lied to us and made me have an anxiety attack once. I hated how tired I was. I hated the slutty girls at the non-dress coded Agouro High School. I hated how Agouro High School made our class smell. I hated how Jackilin's violin got it's own seat. I hated how the other bus cuaght on fire. I hated sleeping on the bus. I hated winning an award against ourselves. And most of all I hated how Kristie treated me the whole time! FYI: she is one of my friends and she ignored me. I hate how Kristie and Maddie treated Abby when she had an anxiety attack. (They thought she was being "cranky".) Oh and I also hate how I ate like a pig and almost threw up. Joy for me.
But that is just the bad stuff! Here are some good things: I saw the most beautiful city in the world, San Diego! I got to go to Disneyland! I learned allot. I got to go inside Air Force One. I got to drive through L.A. I got to see the stars in the middle of the desert. I got to wake up one minute staring at the suburbs, and the next starting at Phoenix. I got to buy a Cheshire cat! I got to ride rides! I got to get little children annoyed at my immaturity and scream "GET SOME!" with my friends on every ride at Disneyland. I got to make Chewbacca sounds with my friends! I got to see Micky and Minnie and the singing voices of Pocahontas, Hercules, and the Hunchback perform. I got a trophy. I got to hold a trophy! The best of all I got to talk about Harley with one of my music teachers! HA! She is going to be my private teacher now! Hands down! She told me I look like Harley, the way I smile and all that! hehe I was very happy! She sounded impressed with my costume I will have to show her pictures now!!
That is all I will say for now! Next time I will post pictures!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
One Year and More Confidence
It has been a few days over a year now since I have started this blog. I still haven't done much with it. I feel lazy. Oh well, that's me!
I just want to say that I have gone through a lot to make my self esteem how it is today. Issues with my dad, unloyal friends, good friends, family, and most of all myself. I am not perfect, nor will I ever come close to being near perfect. But now I have the confidence to go to school without worrying about what people will think of me.I don't care what people think of me! I don't care if they laugh and point at what I wear. I'll laugh back! HA!
Half of it I have the Internet to thank for. Wow, does that sound odd?! Twitter, YouTube, and this blog of coarse, I love it all! I have no idea why the Internet helps me so much. I think it expands my knowledge. I read a lot and watch a lot. Good thing I don't like porn. Then I would be in trouble. I would loose all my self respect. Not that there is something wrong with you people out there who watch porn, it's just that I would be offended by myself. I'd like to keep my new confidence, thank you!
I just want to say that I have gone through a lot to make my self esteem how it is today. Issues with my dad, unloyal friends, good friends, family, and most of all myself. I am not perfect, nor will I ever come close to being near perfect. But now I have the confidence to go to school without worrying about what people will think of me.I don't care what people think of me! I don't care if they laugh and point at what I wear. I'll laugh back! HA!
Half of it I have the Internet to thank for. Wow, does that sound odd?! Twitter, YouTube, and this blog of coarse, I love it all! I have no idea why the Internet helps me so much. I think it expands my knowledge. I read a lot and watch a lot. Good thing I don't like porn. Then I would be in trouble. I would loose all my self respect. Not that there is something wrong with you people out there who watch porn, it's just that I would be offended by myself. I'd like to keep my new confidence, thank you!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Failure
I have failed yet again!
I got an F on my research paper!! ggrrrr...but never fear I will make it up. I just have to do it over spring break, which is almost over,and before I go on tour next week.
Tour? What is that? Welllll, it's exciting and annoying at the same time, that is what it is. It is for my orchestra class, which I fail at also. I'm stuck in the same orchestra with a bunch of freshmen and sophomores. Curse my failure!! Oh well I am going to California with my friends and that is all that matters.
I am going to love tour!! Especially San Diego!! We are only going to San Diego for like three hours, but I don't care. It is one of my favorite places. Disneyland will be great also! I am going to buy every Alice in Wonderland thing I see! EVERYTHING!!
Yay new obsession for meeeee! At least I have some things to look forward to in my failure of a life. Oh my, now I sound like my mother.
I thank you especially, my one follower, you have brightened my day! :D
I got an F on my research paper!! ggrrrr...but never fear I will make it up. I just have to do it over spring break, which is almost over,and before I go on tour next week.
Tour? What is that? Welllll, it's exciting and annoying at the same time, that is what it is. It is for my orchestra class, which I fail at also. I'm stuck in the same orchestra with a bunch of freshmen and sophomores. Curse my failure!! Oh well I am going to California with my friends and that is all that matters.
I am going to love tour!! Especially San Diego!! We are only going to San Diego for like three hours, but I don't care. It is one of my favorite places. Disneyland will be great also! I am going to buy every Alice in Wonderland thing I see! EVERYTHING!!
Yay new obsession for meeeee! At least I have some things to look forward to in my failure of a life. Oh my, now I sound like my mother.
I thank you especially, my one follower, you have brightened my day! :D
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Why So Serious?
Another post from my Harley's Formspring:
Q:*whispers very softly* It was Halloween. They broke into my apartment. Killed everyone, destroyed everything. Just before they lit it on fire, the leader approaches & says: "Why so serious?" Then procedes to throw me out the window. How about you,sweetie? by EdwardDraven
A:It was my wedding day and everything was going according to plan.I was all ready in my dress. I was just told that my fiance had committed suicide, and I new something was up because the Joke escaped from Arkham just a few days ago. Then J comes in my dressing room. He says, "You look upset Harley whats wrong?" I yell at him and tell him not to call me Harley. "You're my little harlequin," he says and licks his lips , "I told you they couldn't tear us apart! heheeaaahahaa!My little harlequin you look meretricious this evening why is that so? You trying to impress Guy? Is he not good enough for you? Is that why? Well you're good enough for ME!" I'm now against the wall and still crying and freaking out at this point. "What's the matter?You look upset...you know I've always wanted to ask you this...Do you...Do you wanna know how I got these scars?" I don't answer. "DO YOU!!!" "Yes", I say choking on tears. "When I was in school all the kids used to make fun of me. They said I was too quite and too skinny to play with any of them. The teacher said I was too serious, that I wasn't like the other children. After a while I got tired of hearing, Why so serious all the time...so...." He puts a razor in my mouth and I don't even bother moving, I too scared at this point. And yet I want him to cut me. "So.. I go home and I sit in my room and you want to know what thought is going through my head? WHY So serious?! WHY SO SERIOUS!!!??? And..I do this Harley Quinn." He cuts my cheek and I fall to the ground.I scream. "But WHY stop there you only have one half a smile that is just UNACCEPTABLE!!!!" Then he cuts the other cheek.......THE END!
Q:*whispers very softly* It was Halloween. They broke into my apartment. Killed everyone, destroyed everything. Just before they lit it on fire, the leader approaches & says: "Why so serious?" Then procedes to throw me out the window. How about you,sweetie? by EdwardDraven
A:It was my wedding day and everything was going according to plan.I was all ready in my dress. I was just told that my fiance had committed suicide, and I new something was up because the Joke escaped from Arkham just a few days ago. Then J comes in my dressing room. He says, "You look upset Harley whats wrong?" I yell at him and tell him not to call me Harley. "You're my little harlequin," he says and licks his lips , "I told you they couldn't tear us apart! heheeaaahahaa!My little harlequin you look meretricious this evening why is that so? You trying to impress Guy? Is he not good enough for you? Is that why? Well you're good enough for ME!" I'm now against the wall and still crying and freaking out at this point. "What's the matter?You look upset...you know I've always wanted to ask you this...Do you...Do you wanna know how I got these scars?" I don't answer. "DO YOU!!!" "Yes", I say choking on tears. "When I was in school all the kids used to make fun of me. They said I was too quite and too skinny to play with any of them. The teacher said I was too serious, that I wasn't like the other children. After a while I got tired of hearing, Why so serious all the time...so...." He puts a razor in my mouth and I don't even bother moving, I too scared at this point. And yet I want him to cut me. "So.. I go home and I sit in my room and you want to know what thought is going through my head? WHY So serious?! WHY SO SERIOUS!!!??? And..I do this Harley Quinn." He cuts my cheek and I fall to the ground.I scream. "But WHY stop there you only have one half a smile that is just UNACCEPTABLE!!!!" Then he cuts the other cheek.......THE END!
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